The Stuff Of Nightmares: The H8 Ball

The H8 Ball (hate ball) is a nightmarish readymade that delves into the intrusive thoughts associated with suicidal ideation, particularly in the context of depression and mental health struggles. At first glance, it appears to function like a regular Magic 8 Ball: you shake it, flip it, and an answer is revealed. However, instead of the usual cryptic predictions, the H8 Ball reflects the harsh and self-destructive thoughts that can accompany depression.

This piece highlights the hidden complexity of mental health struggles, illustrating how inner turmoil can remain invisible beneath a seemingly ordinary exterior. By creating such a confronting work, the artist encourages recognition and acknowledgment of these thoughts—not as fleeting moments of sadness, but as deeper struggles that deserve attention and care.

There is also significance in the physical action required to change the message displayed in the H8 Ball. Simply shaking it won’t suffice; one must deliberately flip it over, shake it again, and then turn it back upright. This process symbolises the effort required to shift one’s mindset, underscoring that meaningful change often demands active, intentional steps.

A digital copy of this piece has been recreated digitally on the artist's website where users can shake the ball and experience the toxic messaging.