Red Garden

When I was talking to people at an open studio in December the film elicited some comments about its elegiac quality, which tied into my thinking through Eliot's 'deception of the Thrush'. Given that gardens in Christian thought are always the garden of Eden and consequently serve as a metaphor for the loss of innocence, the reference to my own garden uses this as trigger for the desire to reclaim something lost. The something lost is lost in innocence rather than being innocence. The problem with the past is that memory and nostalgia render it different to the degree that what you desire from the past isn't what it was in the past, and the suggestion that it can be reclaimed is doubly erroneous as you yourself are the major difference that prevents its return.